I am

Heya, now is week 10 in swinburne. I have face all kind of problems. I have no idea what's going happen in the future. I'm looking present lives and hope can go the path that I want in the future !

I failed sometimes. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. I'm dumb. I'm jealous. I'm not confident myself.Overall, I gain experience what I have been through. I'd wish I'm like HIM, I see his shoulder who make me want push a big ROCK in front of me, I want be special than HIM. HIS LOVE sacrifice make who I'm right now. Without HIM, I'm not longer being called Linspire here or who I'm right now. =D

Guys out there..please encourage me to LOOK PRESENT instead BackWard. I want move forward to fight to get MY KEY. The key I have keep finding since secondary times until now. So keep fighting ! I may be bit selfish to asking you guys to bless me, BUT your encouraging is MY enzym to move further than expected. I'm sure everyone Looking forward and fight for what they dream for ! Jia you ! Gambateh !

I can do it ! You guys out there truly can make true of urself !


Regards,
Linspire

Solo

Solo...
Plan aloneself ?
Fighting alone ?
Lonely experience ?
Sharing alone ?
Emoing ?
Suffering ?
Affection from lust ?
Foolishness
Well..that's not just enough to be..strong.

Try anything possible..
I'm back here ^^

Panda Lives or Pig Lives ?

Haha...I found out I love to take nap in the afternoon during weekend for week 2 of this current semester ! I dont know why ? I didnt do anything like exercise, learning play piano. I'm just enjoying movie,music and listen friends chatting and sharing !

Well, I hate talkative lecturer in the class..my brain getting numb every class listen to them.

I maybe should learn how they teach with talking non-stop !

It's great to talk non-stop and of course it's bull-shit...hehe.

I'm feeling tense again when assignments and labs are coming out for each subject.

I'm feeling sighed when wushu training coming soon(need to stretch my both legs again x.x, I want be like Luffy in One Piece, rubber man !! so that I can perform any weird performance ! haha)

Guess, lives is like that !

Attached sleeping panda, weheee! I got panda eyes and like them like to sleep also.

New semester

New semester but everything looks odd to me.

I'm still feeling lost sometimes.

I'm glad for the past training with my manager.

Thank you for Rais, Rahim, Juliana, Ms Limm and Ms Yeo and Kelvin .

I'm believe without you guys, I'm may still weak as myself.

Emotional people are hardly to survive especially in this crucial society like me.

Unlike people said new year new achievement !

But for me, all are about improving myself but take years to get along if I'm still remember what I should improve for present and future..

Habits are hardest thing to change, well can I make it ?

Attitude can be changed if habit changes.

Industrial Traineer in Communication Field !!

What the....why supervisor arrange a telecommunication field for me !!
It's very small company, and I like stunned..nvm, I hope I can work well with my supervisor called Robert. Ahh...3months as traineer !! Tomorrow going start training, pray for me I will enjoy for my training.

My boss gave me a schedule to expect me to learn from them !
Suffering time coming after final papers were finish last week.
Another new activities or boring activities which I dont expect much from them.
Their staff seem friendly to me .
That's good sign for me !

Robert robert !!
Dont be so strict on me ok ?
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Random shot for last friday 21st friend party !

4th of December, Choo Hui Yik, this is your big big day !

All are photo taken by birthday gal ! Here you go !

It's great fun and same time for gathering !

Couple and left side is the birthday girl , both are my friend !

Wish you happy everyday !

神 ！！

我可以亲手来改变我的未来？命运呢？

Anoying !

Wow wow....I found something or some people are annoying ! Sighed...

This week like a tired day... really tiring day. I want to give up on everything.

God !! Help me !! Bless me God !

Why cant some people just directly give good straight rational answer when given a question !

Sighed. Well, is this a new challenge for me ?

I'm trying understand what 's discipline mind meaning !

Anyone understand it ? So tiring...rush for wushu stuff event..put alot effort on it..just pray everything go smooth as expected next week.

Egg Tart Demo & Wushu Exhibition

Hey guy, I would like to promote wushu club activity which start on next saturday and sunday and share the egg tart demo photo.

I guess most of you know how to make it except me , haha...

Here is egg tart demo :

Wushu Exhibition:

My designed for wushu club swinburne logo:

and poster & flyers !

Comment my dear friends !

Promise

Promise really gives impact to your lives once you make promise with someone.

Last few days, I make a promise with my mother . It's only between me and my mum.

Mum, I'll keep my promise forever no matter what happened.

Break promise means you going break someone trust on you, dont you agree ?

This week is very tiring day . I dont really have time for my daily routine. My timetable is messed up. I'm totally quite sad about this happened. I cant really enjoy what I expecting to happened from my head. I wish I really can focus wisely on every single job I do so that I can proceed next step. I'm going wish I can improve this weakness. Quite many things inside in my head, I like feel I will be crazy...it would be great if I dont think much.

Mum, mum, mum....I'm going keep my promise between you and me forever.

Stuck stuck

I guess everyone does not like stuck in halfway when he doing something to go further.

Same situation here. Last tuesday , I was sick and didnt manage revised for embedded and I just hope every test I sit is fine.

C:

Yeah, I learned this smile symbol from my sis blog. I think she likes to use this symbol.

Smile in everywhere , to everyone ! C:

Last sunday, I was really busy for cousin wedding ! I'm realised his wife taller than me , Oh NO !!

I'm not a man...my height lost to a pretty tall cousin wife. Sighed.

Here is the prove:

Hey cousin, even though I dont really know you much . But I know that you really find a great wife. She is pretty. I'm quite envy her height and her prettiness. ><

Physically tired and mentally lazy

Wow wow....time flies just one week on my eyes !

Busy ? Tiring ? Lazy ? All sum up will become what thing ?

My part-time job during Hari Raya, I was have a lot fun with Ah Jie , Alex and Man.

Hehe...Yeah.. I managed to serve some leng lui and complicated mother customer.

Then after that, I been through math test last week. It's hard time for me to revise through because no time to do revision though.

Last saturday, my university Debate Club organize competition this year. I was given chance to participate as a runner in this event. I would like to say thank you to Paul for giving me a chance.

It's very challenging for the participant to compete even though I did not really know what they really argue about. ><

Then I went to watch movie with Kevin,TAk,June,Cecil,Chieng and Lim in mbo. The MBO structure entrance is very nice but the inside the hall room is not nice as I thought. I felt like I throw Rm11 inside this cinema and I can not enjoy movie as much as I like.

And this week, I'm going having mid term break 1week. But let me tell you guys, this week holiday is like assignment and lab day for me. Sighed. It's not fun at all. Hopefully, I managed pass through the day peacefully.

Photo for debate club's competition 2009:

FULL full !!

Hahax, today is my second day of my job ! Today's really cool !

I met several friends in the spring , that's wonderful.

Well, mostly of them go to MBO watch movie. I still dont have chance to go. I'm lazy go XD

Anyway I would like to say thank you to PIPI to share her today first day of Hari Raya food from his mother ! I'm really like Malay foods. They are nice ~ Yummy ..but I cant eat alot because we need t share with all staff. I make new friend , Alex. I love him share his experience on travelling in Thailand, (^.^)v.

So tomorrow and day after tomorrow will full shift including today ! Hehe ! I hate my base leg...so pain after stand more than 8 hours...sighed.

Ok..I think everyone and swinburner enjoy these holidays , yeah~

Here is Malay food Pipi share:

I like this pandan rice, nice !

Kicap lembu ~

Satay Kuah~

Kuih~

P/S: My hp camera is suck...so the quality you read above is not good.

Updates !!

Hey guys ! I'm back ! Yeah, I'm back to blogspot.com. Haha.

Well, guess tonight onwards, all the Islam fellow going to celebrate their day !!

Selamat Hari Raya from my early wish !

Today, I learnt how to make simple Vietnam food roll from the cookery club . I was suprised we actually learn alot from two guy from Vietnam. Well, I didnt take any photo there. Precislla did take photo, I think I will post if she upload it in facebook ! It's very nice to eat. =)

Haha...I'm totally exhausted but I'm expected more exciting about tomorrow work in the QUIKSILVER& ROXY !! The spring should be crowded until Raya day ! Hehe..

I hope I can serve leng lui lor XD

Ok, that is my update now.

Sorry guy for leaving my blog long time because I honestly lazy to update (typing ? who likes writing anyway ? =) )

Upside down lives

Recently really happened alot things which got bad and good.
That's why I call this upside down as today post topic.
I'm believe that my lives "should" be like a seed of bean sprout or any plant which
shine under " THE ONLY SUN" . Of course, I dont want my lives turn out to be turn a narrow way which lead something not interesting.
I'm still progressing and learning day by day which I hope my future days will always up to the sky. Haha.

Did you guys got watch "GOSSIP GIRLS", I found out it's interesting story, it's very suite to young generation like me or YOU ? Go catchup their story !!

Well, that's it, my short post for today , catch up with the next updates . ~

New journey to my belove sister

Photo taken before my sister enter the entrance of the air-port !

Tonight I'm going miss my sister who like make noisy at home !
Well, she was offer to continue her studies in KL !
So, I'm going wish her everything going be fine and she do better then before !
Gambateh !!
I always know you are always can do better than me in everything.

My rectangle pencil box

Below are my handcraft made pencil box...
Actually the pattern simply look "pillars" join neatly ! That's why you can see all are black but no pattern can been seen !

NO sms during driving !

Law law ! Haha. Be careful and watch out when you are driving. ^^

Summary~

Summary !!
Summary of my zai nan lives in this holidays ! Hehez .

Drama:
Hong Kong drama (25 episodes)- I dont know the name but my KL friend introduce me ! Nice drama.


Korean Drama - 食客 (25 episodes)

- Shining Inheritance (28 episodes)


Japanese Drama - nodame cantabile (11 episodes)

Then mostly spent time on facebook lor... Mafia Wars !! Now always kena ripped by other people .

Haha.. I managed finish one simple plain black pencil box handcraft ! Actually I failed to make a bag.. Anyways, Ｉwould like thank Peter who teach me so ! Thank you , Peter !

Thank you KL bro and Penang bro ! I make new friend but I didnt manage talk muchie !
Next time hope got chance meet each other again !!
Btw, I dont manage take photo with them because my sis camera got problems , swt.. anyways I share alot moment with you guys ! Especiall y Kevin's parents and my KL brothers !!!